I decided to do college applications today, and well its a scary thought.
My Choices:
-HPU
-UH Manoa
-UH West Oahu
&then maybe and hopefully
-UNLV
-CalState-Northridge
As much as I want to be on my own, can I really handle not being on the same island as everyone that truly matters to me?I mean if I stay here I'm still moving out but atleast I'll still be close to home. If I leave it won't be the same. I'm up for meeting new people and being in a new place. Question is Can I REALLY handle going off to the mainland? As much as I want to go to the mainland, I might be glad if I don't even get accepted to those two colleges. Why? Because the decision won't be as hard and painful. Kind of ridiculous but yeah.
It makes me sad and worried to have to think about these thinks but I have to. 2009 is around the corner and pretty soon its going to be graduation. Ugh. I'll pray on it but for now I'll just go for it. I'll never know what happens unless I try. Maybe how I feel about this will change when I find out where I'm actually accepted.
I'll see. Good Luck to me and everyone else having to make this decision.
God will guide me. He knows whats best. I just gotta trust.
Yours Truly-
- Tiffanyy Jane
- "It's funny how sometimes we forget who we are. It sucks how we lose sight of things but yenno what? No matter what happens, God will be there. He'll be there listening to every worry and every thought. He'll never abandon you, even if you may feel empty. It just takes time and trust, like everything else in this world"
1 comment:
are you forgetting that you're actually from the mainland?!i can't believe that you're inferring that we don't mean anything to you =( we're here for you if you end up in lv or ca.
growing up, i always thought i'd end up at UCLA or Berkley. mom had different plans for me, unfortunately. as for the other schools...i absolutely LOVED attending HPU. and, of course, it all depends on what kind of experience you ultimately looking for. i knew from early on that UH Manoa was not for me. but it just may work for you. you have to know yourself and find out about the school...it's a big decision. i'm here if ya need some insight =) LOVE YA!!
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