New Chapter

So i decided to start doing this because well it helps. And though it feels like my life is starting over again, I'm gonna live my life to the fullest. I have to say my hearts still hurts but everything takes time. I'm glad I have the friends that mean the world to me, especially now more than ever.It's hard to start over. It's hard to leave everything behind but at this point in time I HAVE TO. There's no turning back. I just need to put my life and my heart back together.

& To you:
I know what I did to you was wrong. I said it a million times and I mean it. I shouldn't have done that and I promise you I won't ever do that to anyone ever again. And though, we didn't treat each other right all the time, I guess it's okay I forgive you. I don't hate you one bit. I might feel hurt but I know I can suck it up. I know that its best that we finally parted. Thanks for the memories. Who would think " we " could end this way. Thanks for the good lessons learned. Praying for you and I don't give a FUCK what you say.I'll still be your friend one day.

It's hard but it's just time for me to have fun already. It's just God, me, family, and the friends who accepted after everything I do. I love my friends more than ever. Never would i have thought the friends I'm not close to would be able to make me feel better, but I'm thankful they did.
So here I go, ready to start over. Ready to start a new chapter of my life, once again. I'm more ready than I could ever be.

"Giving up doesn't mean your weak, it just means your strong enough to let go"