PhyscoBabble

There's some many things I don't get right now. Why is it every move I make seems to be the wrong step to take? Why is it that doing nothing gets me further than doing something? Why is it showing vulnerability is look down upon.
People keep telling me be strong but if I try to be its not gonna be that real strength. I don't know why people have to be so afraid to show that their weak. I don't know why people are so afraid to ask for help. We aren't here to face things alone. That's why we have friends family and etc. We are not meant to fight our battles independently. We are here to be each others supports system. Right now that's all I need. I don't need somebody to tell me HOW to deal with everything. I just need somebody who will be there to listen and hug me when I need a hug.
I'm not the type to stand by and pretend I'm fine but in the long I know everything is gonna get better. I know I'll be fine but everything that happens still hurts. Sorry if you think its wrong to cry. Quiet frankly, I know my weaknesses and I just need to let everything out. Don't tell me to stop crying because it helps. Don't tell me to stay strong because it's like telling me being vulnerable is wrong. I'll be strong when I'm ready but don't let me pretend I'm okay unless I really am.