Thought of the Morning

So before I start studying for my physiology test, I felt like I needed to blog. Its been a few weeks so here it goes.


I've began to realize the people you love and care the most about can sometimes be the most irritating people in your world sometimes.
Example:
1. Parentals- Bugs me forever and ever and ever to do something that I'mprobably not gonna do till next week but I say okay anyway. Nags me endlessly about school, grades, and what not. Assumes the complete opposite of what I'm doing. They get mad at me for trying to make a point, when they in turn may be wrong. Yet despite all that its impossible to hate them. They did so much for me that makes me love them more.

2.Brother Bear- He's older but in his own ways annoying. Ahah. He ask me to wash the dishes or make him a bowl of ice cream just cuz his stupid finger makes him disabled. He's the number one sarcastic and overly dramatic person in the house, and sometimes its too much, especailly when I'm in the "i just woke up get away from me" mood. Yet, none the less, he is my brother. He will be there for me whether he likes the thought of that or not. HAHA.

3. The Besties- Their drama becomes my business and sometimes its too much. Too the point where you would like to ignore it. Their personalities are all different. I may not agree with what everyone does but still doesn't mean I shouldn't be there for them and be that bestie. No matter what happens I guess its seeing past the bad. And also embracing all the good about them that made me wanna be their bestie in the first place.

4.My Other Half-We play the blame game, fighting over stupid stuff and stuff that just needs to be left in the pass. We butt heads constantly and have the hardest time listening to each other. Despite all that goes on just because I say I'm irritated doesn't mean I'm giving. Relationships take work and I don't wanna give up. Love ya.



--my point:
despite all the shit i go through with everyone no matter how irritating it may seem i take it as God testing me. with Him i know i can love all those people no matter how bad things may be getting.










okay pau for now :)
i better start studying. i might fall asleep on the couch today hah