And quite frankly I'll leave it at that.
All I have to say thank you for letting me go. Thank you for finally giving me a chance to let go. Thank you for moving on so fast so that i know you'll never come back to me. I can honestly say I'm over it . Though it hurts, what doesn't? I can and will never hate you. Whatever makes you happy already.
This is my life I won't let what we had in the past get to me. I know whats best for me now and even if it hurts, I know I couldn't be with you always. Though you always got me to believe you, I know i was only blinded by emotion. And its cuz at that time I really did trust you. You know what? sometimes it happens. And whatever decides to come my way now I'll take it. I won't be afraid. I won't let myself be.
It was what it was between me and you. I won't forget about it but I won't stop living because of it. I know better now. I know one day we'll be able to be friends just not now. It'll take time.
And I'm glad its over. I'm glad that I dont't have to be scared of getting hurt anymore. The damage is done, I'm already hurt. I wont let it hurt me anymore. Plus I remember the good moments cuz thats whats important.
Just know that through the good and bad times, I will never talk shit about you, you don't deserve it. What I did to you, I can't bear to do to anyone else. Yeah, you hurt me but you know I forgive you. And I know you know I believe you'll be so much better to whoever the next girl is. And I know you can be a super good guy but I wont be jealous. We had our good and bad moments but its done now...
Good bye..
Whatever happens now happens. This is my life and with or without you I know I'm gonna be great. I'm gonna be stronger and I'm gonna be happy.
Thanks for the memories. Time to make some on my own :)
and I know through everything, God will be here by my side. I know He'll be that one man that won't ever leave, that won't ever abandon me. He's here helping me through every inch of my life and I love Him for that (: for everything..
Thursday, February 19, 2009
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